I've been away

Here's the thing...

I usually hate my birthday, but for some reason, this year it feels even worse. I keep thinking that I need a real change in what I do. a new way of making money. I'm in such a terrible mood and my birthday isn't until tomorrow.

Last year I thought I was old at 50.... this year 51 I'm old and grumpy.

OMG I've turned into a grumpy old man.